They say I am arrogant;
I disagree.
They say I am egotistical;
I disagree.
They say that the only one
I care about is myself;
I disagree.
I may posture
And claim that
I am better than I am.
But that is only posturing
Only positioning
It is not who I really am
I have a secret
That I can’t find words
To express
I am insecure
I doubt myself
I don’t think highly of myself
I fight myself in an eternal battle
For my life
Arrogance knows no insecurity
If I were so self-possessed
I would not think myself as worse
Than the majority
Perhaps it doesn’t show
That I am fighting for my life
Every single day
But I know
And I know I am not arrogant
I am insecure
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