This is a very quick post and it doesn’t really have a point–it is more an observation than anything else. I have noticed an interesting contradiction in views on my disorders. On the one hand, I stand accused of embracing my disorders (though as I’ve posted previously I dispute this terminology); on the other hand, I am rued for wanting to do everything myself and not accepting help. This seems to me to be a contradiction: surely if I embrace my disabilities I would also embrace whatever help is offered? At least, that makes sense to me. But on the contrary, I believe I have reached a point where I must succeed or fail on my own–at least insofar as my emotional difficulties are concerned. For my physical difficulties, I find my OWN coping mechanisms, my own ways of doing things–true, they may not be as effective as the standard way but they do for me. The help I accept is actually very little and this more than anything seems to me to be an indicator of acceptance of disability not embracement.
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My name is Devin Hogg. I was born and raised in Carnarvon, Ontario, Canada. I moved to Guelph, Ontario, Canada in 2009 for university and lived here ever since. In my free time, I enjoy reading, watching TV and movies, going on long walks, swimming, and practicing Chen style Tai Chi. I love to write poetry and blog regularly about topics such as mental health, sci-fi/fantasy series, faith, sexuality, and politics. View more posts