In those times
When pain fills my being.
When all seems dark
When all hope seems lost.
When I feel
Most lonely.
As I lay
Alone in my bed
Demons filling my mind.
There is one remedy
To give me chance to fight.
As images fill my mind
As music fills my ears
My body comes alive.
My loins burn with need.
My manhood stiffens
Pulses and throb.s
My hands move
Caressing and rubbing
Encircling
Arousing.
My heart beats
My breath quickens.
My hips thrust
Up and down
Eternal motion.
Pain and darkness
Fly away.
As pressure builds
Sensations fill
I lose myself
In primal being.
I dance.
I love.
I become one
With the cosmos.
The Goddess
Is with me.
Eventually
I can take no more.
Release comes
Simple and satisfying.
I feel drained
Yet peaceful.
The pain is gone.
Night’s sleep takes me
Until dawn
Brings darkness
Once more.