Heart beatsGut tightensAgony fillsLoneliness freezes.I fall to my kneesI pray to the Lord,“O Lord,I am tired of being aloneHow much longer must I wait?Yes, I have the love ofFriends and family.It is not the same.Is there no oneWhose heart is stirred?Who longs to feel my touch?Who longs to hold me close?Who finds me worthy ofContinue reading “Poem: May Love Come Soon”
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Poem: Pain Of Separation
My eyes waterMy breath seizesMy heart clenchesPain fills my being.Friends comeFriends goFriends come again.Every time we partIs as the first.PainBeyond all imagination.“Help me,”I cry to the Lord,“I cannot bear this painThe pain of separationOf paths divergent.”.The Lord answers me“Your pain is your strengthA signal of your heart’s depth.Your faithYour hopeYour loveThese will see you through.”SomehowTheseContinue reading “Poem: Pain Of Separation”
Poem: Lover’s Creed
I have livedA lonely life.I haveA broken familyFriends trying toSimply find their way.I have neverShared a kissKnown the pleasuresOf womanly fleshOf full-blown romance.Yet I have lovedDeeply and fully.I know love.Love my familyEach and everyoneBroken as we are.I love my friendsAll of them are dearWe help each other throughThe messiness of life lived right.I have knownContinue reading “Poem: Lover’s Creed”
Poem: Bury My Heart
I picked up a shovelDug myself a holeTook my heart from my chestThrew it in the ground.Covered it with dirtCovered it with stoneTried to bury deepMy love for you.Yet rays shone throughLike shoots sprouting out of ground.The Lord said to me:“Let it out.Let it flow.Let your love flow.Only thenCan you truly let her go.”So IContinue reading “Poem: Bury My Heart”
Poem: Can You Love A Marked Man?
Cold, cold lonelinessRaises questions in my heart.Why no romantic love?Am I so unlovable?Why?Possibilities sort and siftCircle around and aroundOnly one conclusion keeps remainingA marked man I am.Marked as just that extra bit different.Maybe conscious, maybe notThe recognition of what I amBarricades the heart against my love.“Can you love a marked man?”I cry,“Can anyone love aContinue reading “Poem: Can You Love A Marked Man?”
Poem: Never Alone
I walk through the night.Aching pain fills my heartCold, cold loneliness fills my soulTears struggle to burst free.My mindMy beautifully stubborn mindRefuses to let go.Maybe..No!Maybe it would be better…No!…if I diedNo! It would not!Steadily onward I treadFighting a battle none can seeDrowning in the dark.“Venti hot chocolate, please,”I say to the barista.The warm drink inContinue reading “Poem: Never Alone”
Poem: Choosing Pain
We sit in that cloistered room.I pour out my doubts and fearsHeart, mind, and soul.Together we walk backwardsAnalyze, dissect, examine.I confess my lonely heartMy waiting to act.“Why?”he asks.“Why?”I inquire of myself.Because I must feel.Because I am who I am.Because I must.“Fair,”he says,“But know this truth.This dark, lonely truth:You choose the pain.”An enormous peaceFalls upon myContinue reading “Poem: Choosing Pain”
Poem: Glimpses
I glance out my windowSee them walking by.I step into the roomSee the hers with the hims.My heart stillsMy pulse quickensA stallion has stomped on my chest.A moment becomes eternityMy demons rise empowered.I do my bestTo hide the war inside.I sit alone thinkingOf all I don’t have.Cold, cold lonelinessChills my whole body.I cry my lamentContinue reading “Poem: Glimpses”
Poem: She Is Amazing
She is amazing.Her heart is large enoughTo hug the world.The Spirit is close to herAnd she is wise and loving.I asked herTo be one with meShe turned me down gently.Yet though she turned me downI cannot frownFor I love her still.I will not sayI’ll always love herFor the future is not mine to know.I willContinue reading “Poem: She Is Amazing”
Poem: Jealous Heart
Oh jealous heart of mineYou are too filled with fearBitterness defines youAnd makes me feel despair.Oh jealous heart of mineLet go your bitter fearFor you know notThe end of things.Oh jealous heart of mineIt is time to trustKnow that things will work outAnd that she knows her heart.Oh jealous heart of mineSlow your restless paceFeelContinue reading “Poem: Jealous Heart”
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