My eyes waterMy breath seizesMy heart clenchesPain fills my being.Friends comeFriends goFriends come again.Every time we partIs as the first.PainBeyond all imagination.“Help me,”I cry to the Lord,“I cannot bear this painThe pain of separationOf paths divergent.”.The Lord answers me“Your pain is your strengthA signal of your heart’s depth.Your faithYour hopeYour loveThese will see you through.”SomehowTheseContinue reading “Poem: Pain Of Separation”
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Poem: Lover’s Creed
I have livedA lonely life.I haveA broken familyFriends trying toSimply find their way.I have neverShared a kissKnown the pleasuresOf womanly fleshOf full-blown romance.Yet I have lovedDeeply and fully.I know love.Love my familyEach and everyoneBroken as we are.I love my friendsAll of them are dearWe help each other throughThe messiness of life lived right.I have knownContinue reading “Poem: Lover’s Creed”
Poem: Love Myself Right
I lie on my backGloriously nudeMusic sets the mood.I feel tenseAnimal nature callsThere’s no time like tonightTo love myself right.I start slowGentle and smoothHips thrustFist pumpsAs images fill my head.Pressure buildsThe tempo speedsBreath quickensSweat dripsPulse beats.All my painAll my lonelinessIs consumedBy holy fire.The end is nearingEnergy flowingBody moving.FinallyThe moment of release;Peace comes in its wake.IContinue reading “Poem: Love Myself Right”
Poem: When You Come For Us
When the drums beatWhen the wind howlsWhen the rain poursWhen the storm ragesWhen darkness closes inWe will stand firm.Strong and unbowedShining light for all to see.When you come for usWith violence in your heart;When you aim to spreadTerror and fearDespair and heartbreak;When war reaches our shoreAnd love ones are lost;We will stand firm.We will notContinue reading “Poem: When You Come For Us”
Poem: Bury My Heart
I picked up a shovelDug myself a holeTook my heart from my chestThrew it in the ground.Covered it with dirtCovered it with stoneTried to bury deepMy love for you.Yet rays shone throughLike shoots sprouting out of ground.The Lord said to me:“Let it out.Let it flow.Let your love flow.Only thenCan you truly let her go.”So IContinue reading “Poem: Bury My Heart”
Poem: Can You Love A Marked Man?
Cold, cold lonelinessRaises questions in my heart.Why no romantic love?Am I so unlovable?Why?Possibilities sort and siftCircle around and aroundOnly one conclusion keeps remainingA marked man I am.Marked as just that extra bit different.Maybe conscious, maybe notThe recognition of what I amBarricades the heart against my love.“Can you love a marked man?”I cry,“Can anyone love aContinue reading “Poem: Can You Love A Marked Man?”
Poem: Never Alone
I walk through the night.Aching pain fills my heartCold, cold loneliness fills my soulTears struggle to burst free.My mindMy beautifully stubborn mindRefuses to let go.Maybe..No!Maybe it would be better…No!…if I diedNo! It would not!Steadily onward I treadFighting a battle none can seeDrowning in the dark.“Venti hot chocolate, please,”I say to the barista.The warm drink inContinue reading “Poem: Never Alone”
Poem: Choosing Pain
We sit in that cloistered room.I pour out my doubts and fearsHeart, mind, and soul.Together we walk backwardsAnalyze, dissect, examine.I confess my lonely heartMy waiting to act.“Why?”he asks.“Why?”I inquire of myself.Because I must feel.Because I am who I am.Because I must.“Fair,”he says,“But know this truth.This dark, lonely truth:You choose the pain.”An enormous peaceFalls upon myContinue reading “Poem: Choosing Pain”
Poem: Glimpses
I glance out my windowSee them walking by.I step into the roomSee the hers with the hims.My heart stillsMy pulse quickensA stallion has stomped on my chest.A moment becomes eternityMy demons rise empowered.I do my bestTo hide the war inside.I sit alone thinkingOf all I don’t have.Cold, cold lonelinessChills my whole body.I cry my lamentContinue reading “Poem: Glimpses”
Poem: She Is Amazing
She is amazing.Her heart is large enoughTo hug the world.The Spirit is close to herAnd she is wise and loving.I asked herTo be one with meShe turned me down gently.Yet though she turned me downI cannot frownFor I love her still.I will not sayI’ll always love herFor the future is not mine to know.I willContinue reading “Poem: She Is Amazing”